Day 37

And here we are, day 37. I can't believe it. It's been hard to not eat, it's been hard to exercise, it's been hard to be hungry off and on. But I have to keep in mind that I am doing this for a reason, and that if I just eat anything I will be in pain and my stomach will kill me. The fear of abdominal discomfort is sometimes all that has kept me from diving into the Crock Pot head first. No lie.

I've been watching Man V. Food on Netflix, Bob likened it to watching pron for a pron addict. He makes fun of my facial expressions. Then he saw my netbook while I was watching MvF, and I was looking at Pioneer Woman recipes, he says I need help. If only he knew :) I'd be dishonest if I said I wasn't looking forward to eating again. On Saturday I get to eat half an apple. And the worst part is I don't want a damn apple. I've been drinking apples for 40 days, I want salt. One step at a time.

I've gotten down to 251 so I am 33lbs down. Could be worse.