Day 33

Goodness I didn't realize that I missed so many days blogging! So the pool is fixed and back in the water I've been. I love it, and the boys enjoy it much more than sweating around an asphalt track in the Florida heat. I've been walking solo, which honestly is kinda nice. I put my earphones in and think, sometimes about good things, sometimes about bad, but I've come to enjoy that time.

I have decided to do the juice only part of this journey for 40 days, so I've only got 7 days until I eat again. That's almost scary. I really cannot believe that I have not had anything but juice and water for the past 33 days. I almost not looking forward to that half of an apple that first day. I'll take 20 days to come off of this juice fast. I don't want any problems so I'm taking it slow. I'll do juice fasting for 15 days every 3-4 months. Once I accepted this, it doesn't seem so hard anymore. I just have to keep in mind that I am not deprived and I will be able to eat again.

My wedding ring is sliding off now and then, I should probably clean out my closet as there are some clothes that are just way to big now. But what if the fat girl comes back and she don't have anything to wear? (Okay, fatTER girl) I need to trust myself that I am not going back and am going to keep moving forward but that's like saying I'll jump outta a plan without a parachute and be fine. I'm working on it.

I'm currently 253 so I've lost 31lbs. :)